Tuesday, April 17, 2012 8:59 AM

Zach, your post made me smile, yet reminded me how hard things get for the primary caregivers. 

Its like you are Amanda's knight in shining armor, standing ever vigilant for all that would approach your beautiful lady. Your eyes note every movement in the room, every monitor, every step she takes, every flicker of her eyelashes. You are probably primed to stand, move, sit in ways that serve her greater good. You hold her banner for good health. 

The Warriors of old were not people who took the weight of the world on their shoulders, they simply learned to deal with the challenges of the moment. 

May you both be blessed with the love you share for each other!

with my love & prayers for good health,

Auntie

Bellezza Squillace

Tuesday, April 17, 2012 8:45 AM

Well, we shall try again to visit tonight.  You sounded pretty groggy and sleepy last night when I called so I hope the little bits of sleep you are getting between nurse visits are doing the job!  We will all try to forgive Zach one day for admitting online that you were snoring... somehow... maybe by telling the world when he is caught snoring, eh? :)
Love you honey!! XOXOXOXO
Diana Wilde

Tuesday, April 17, 2012 8:20 AM

Glad to see your updates.  I know it seems like a big hill to climb but know that you can do it.  Just remember to take care of yourself, and get lots of rest.   I will continue to pray for you and your family.   Megan says Hi, and says get better quick.
Let us know if there is anything we can do for the family.
Love,
The Panser family


Becky Panser

Tuesday, April 17, 2012 6:49 AM

Good Morning Amanda,
Hoping that today is a better day for you!
We love you and think of you every day. My prayers for you continue.
Great big hugs!
Micki

Micki Gordon

Monday, April 16, 2012 1:23 PM

Amanda,
I was very upset to hear that you got sick at Easter and have to continue to fight Luekemia.  I want you to know that your strength, family, and faith shall get you through this.  Believe me when I say if you fight you will win!!!  If you ever need a shoulder to cry on, need to talk, or just want someone to be in the room call me.  I will be praying for you and a quick recovery.  I know that Megan will help Grace in any way she can, she knows what it is like to have a Mommy that is not feeling well. 
Keep your chin up and call us if you need anything.
Love, Becky Panser
BECKY PANSER

Monday, April 16, 2012 1:07 PM

Hi Amanda,
It's so frightening how life can change in the blink of an eye.  I'm so sorry to hear how your life has temporarily changed.  I know you can beat this, you are so strong, young and beautiful!  I'm sending all of my positive thoughts and energy your way! 
Take care,
Kim Smythe

Monday, April 16, 2012 12:32 PM

Hey Manda!

Hear from your parents that you have web connections which makes for a big expansion of your bedside world.

I am thinking of you and watching the snow melt on the mountains all around the valley, which simply remind me that things change when the sun comes up each day.

May your day be filled with warmth, sunny smiles, all manner of good things, and of course, lots of love,

Auntie

Bellezza Squillace